soul

想找一个高人

来切磋一番

来一场心灵的对话

那种很厉害的高人

可以看透我

可以说中我

将我的内心挖个清光

垃圾堆积如山

有心无力

那种很疲惫很无力的生活又回来了

工作多得我不知该从何下手

书多得我不知该怎样继续读下去

更要命的是脸上的痘痘越来越多

我活脱像个没有灵魂的躯壳

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昨天看了twilight eclipse

被里面其中一段毕业演讲稿说中

“When we were five, they asked us what we wanted to be when we grew up. Our things were answers like astronaut, president, or in my case, princess… When we were ten, they asked us again. We answered - rock star, cowboy, or in my case, gold medalist… But now that we’ve grown up, they want a more serious answer. Well, how about this… Who the hell knows? This isn’t a time to make hard and fast decisions. This is the time to make mistakes. Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere chill. Fall in love - a lot. Major in philosophy because there’s no way to make a career out of that. Change your mind. Then change it again because nothing is permanent. So make as many mistakes as you can. That way, someday, when they ask again what we want to be… We won’t have to guess. We’ll know.”

这个是毕业前的心声

看回毕业后一路走来的自己

我做了什么

老实说

我不满意

我的生活
P/S:想说的是我自己一个人看了一场一个人的电影~twilight eclipse~